May. 17th, 2008 06:01 pm
[personal profile] josharchive
Where's my winning lottery ticket? I want to quit my job. I don't want to deal with the BS that I KNOW is going to come when Betty gets back.

An update on the police brutality thing: the three witnesses the DA got to say that those three men were the gunmen who pledged to testify at the hearing today? No-shows, no explanation. They now have bench warrants. The judge has also recused herself of the case. And the cops are blaming the media for the change of story.


I want to try hypnosis therapy. I don't know why. I think it would be productive. For one, I'd be able to actually remember shit that I can't tell by my conscious memory if it did or didn't happen. Like, I have a memory of it, but it doesn't make sense for some reason or another. I might also find out why I'm holding on so tightly to trauma from 15+ years ago. The reason we came up with in therapy is that it was a betrayal of trust; not only did my parents fail to protect and help me, they also are failing to acknowledge that there was anything to protect me from or help me with.

While I'm sure that's why I resent my parents so much, that can't be the whole of why I refuse to let this stuff die. If it was, then working through that resentment would have made the memories a LITTLE less profound, at least.

Lasagna for dinner. YUM.



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