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josharchiveTwo assignments not turned in from last week. The assignment for one is still not done; not even started.
I need to get control over my depression. FAST. This is NOT good.
I sent Warren an e-mail. I'm anxious about it. Hopefully, though, now that all this shit's on the table, it'll lighten my load a little bit. Even if he doesn't respond how I want him to. Even if he doesn't respond at all. Get some sleep. Start taking my supplements again. B6 is supposed to help a lot- I was taking a B complex before. St. John's Wart, too. I didn't really notice a difference when I was taking them. It's been almost a month. I notice now.
It's really weird, how I've spent the last two weeks a wreck and floundering and I suddenly have the clarity of mind to know what I need to do. I'm dreading Warren's response. But really, what's the worst he can do? Break my heart again? I'm used to it.
And I needed to say it. It is, at this point, an integrity thing.
I need to get control over my depression. FAST. This is NOT good.
I sent Warren an e-mail. I'm anxious about it. Hopefully, though, now that all this shit's on the table, it'll lighten my load a little bit. Even if he doesn't respond how I want him to. Even if he doesn't respond at all. Get some sleep. Start taking my supplements again. B6 is supposed to help a lot- I was taking a B complex before. St. John's Wart, too. I didn't really notice a difference when I was taking them. It's been almost a month. I notice now.
It's really weird, how I've spent the last two weeks a wreck and floundering and I suddenly have the clarity of mind to know what I need to do. I'm dreading Warren's response. But really, what's the worst he can do? Break my heart again? I'm used to it.
And I needed to say it. It is, at this point, an integrity thing.
